heya!
sry, again it's been a while since i last posted something...
anyways: yesterday, i finally bought my ipod, which was quite hard.
here's the whole (frustrating) story: my uncle (this kind which is not REALLY your uncle but always gives you money) took me to seiersberg, to buy an ipod at media markt. They didn't have any. So we went to the citypark, to buy one at saturn. Same story. Totally frustrated, i asked him to drop me in the city, so i could check the shops there (we were in a hurry, that's why he didn't come with me). He gave me another 100 € and told me to have fun and good luck. okay. i went to niedermeyer, which is in our main street in graz, and they told me that i wouldn't get one in whole graz. HELLO? i mean, this is not funny! i have been waiting for weeks now, just to get enough money, and now there are no ipods anymore? the world is so unfair. anyways, i didn't lose hope and tried to find one at hartlauer, which was just a few minutes away, but i thought that i might be lucky there.
so, guess what happened... they didn't have any ipods anymore (surprise!), BUT they had ONE u2special edition ipod left. i bought it. even if i don't really like u2. but now i have an ipod!!! Take this, raphy! ;-)
hehe i'm just so happy...
oh, i didn't tell you what happend on new years eve... let's put it this way: it was an... interesting experience! we had lots of fun (party at verena's, there were me, verena and nora - like the hosts of the whole thing, and then phillip, both mark"i", mario, maria, johanna, david, i hope i didn't forget anyone!!!) and it was a good way to start a new year. i'm just a bit worried about my mind - i have a blackout when it comes to why i went out of the house with mario, i can just remember the two of us standing out there, and everything that followed again, and yes, i can also recall that i was holding a glass of baylies in my hand, so...
and i went to do that holy-three-kings-crap again... no, i'm not fair, it was great fun, although we didn't go with andi this year, which was a shame, he is sooo cool (and gay), but what else is there to expect from a young PRIEST?
mhm this entry is weird again, but this is the way things are in my head!
love u all.
xox sophia


btw: got a vf-page. check it out on http://vampirefreaks.com/u/mrs_vorhees!!

by the way, i was just wondering why everyone in mcr had to get a new haircut?
why??? WHY?
sry. act like you have not read this.

hey ho!
wow, it's close to a miracle that i am able to post although less than a month passed since my last entry! this is just sooo cool! well, there are not really any exciting news, but however...
this fucking raphy guy made my mp3player break down!!! i hate him for this (but probably i will start liking him again when i've got over my first rage...) but if you read this, raphy, then PLEASE make up your mind about my money, i really need it amd you HAVE to give it to me because it's your fault my 150€ mp3player isn't working anymore. I should not tell you what he did, but i'm sure you are interested; so here is the story...

"girl 1" is standing around, waiting for some of her friends, inoccentely listening to her weird music, when suddenly "boy 1" comes along, rips her mp3player (nearly new, expensive and supercool) out of her hand, checks it for a few seconds, notices that she wants it back and tells her he does not want to buy it for a third of the original price, still refuses to give it back to her and throws it into a plastic-trashbin, which is standing about 1 meter next to him. "girl 1" starts shouting at "boy 1" how he could be so mean and that he should better take it out NOW, in the meantime some of her friends, which were victims of his crime, start talking about what kind of freak he is. As if this wasn't enough, "boy 1" refuses to take the mp3player out, he shakes the trashbin (which is NOT empty), trying to get the mp3player on top. Of course, this doesn't work, so he finally takes it out (it's wet, scratched and broken now, remember?) and puts it back into her hand with the words, "well, there you have it back!" and leaves. "girl 1" is furios, but at first doesn't realize that it doesn't work anymore.

but now she has...
and she is even more furious...
so beware, raphy, better give me my money soon, or. . .

sorry for this. i just had to get over it in some way... feel a lot better now.
love you, have a happy holiday and a merry christmas.

and don't think that i'm psycho, i bet you!
xoxox

hi everyone!
i know, it's been a while since I last posted something - sorry! but i wasn't the hell able to get online in the past month! well, there are some exciting news. . . it's not about any tickets or so, i promise, it's about something even more ridiculous and boring: i finally found someone i think likes me and HEY i like him too! don't know too much about him yet, probably we'll never meet again, but i can tell you: he's so cute! i know how stupid i must sound, but i can't stop thinking of him and tell myself all the time that i don't have to expect anything because
a) he doesn't really know me
b) he probably doesn't like me
c) i won't see him again until the middle of yanuary
d) he might have a girlfriend
but on the other hand, he seems to be at least a bit interested and life can't treat me unfair ALL THE TIME, so why not! of course, you want to know who he is... i'm so afraid he might somehow find this page (on which i have some really weird stuff), so i can't tell you much details. For now this has to be enough: he is about as old as i am, blond and has the most beautiful blue eyes i have ever seen, and we have already been dancing together ;-) he told me he likes dancing with me more than with the others, but i'm not so sure what this fucking meant??! Was he kidding me? Whatever. At least i have something different to think about now - i got over the ticket-story, but the next time mcr come to austria, i HAVE to be there, and make sure gerard notices ;-b
well, it's pretty cold right now but i'd love to have snow! at least as high as i am, so we don't have to go to school and can have fun outside! but as far as i remeber, this wish never really came true, so... i could write about my feelings etc etc for another page, but this is getting tooo emo now, you probably aren't that interested anyway because most of you already know this. but i thought i had to tell the world how . . . happy . . . i am right now!!!
a wonderful christmas to all of you, i hope you get everything you wanted and so on...
i love you all!!!!
lots of kisses
"phia"

hiii everyone!

well, tomorrow is the big day - but unfortunately not mine!
i think that after some time i'll find someting different to think about, but at the moment, it's just one perticular guy i can think about...
guess who it is...
yea rigth it's my boy ;-b back off, he's just MINE!!!
(even if he'll never know that i even exist, but that'S the definition of stalker ahm fangirl, isn't it?)

so i am going to check my mails once more to see if i won tickets. PLEASE GOD let there be a mail!
well, i'm probably boring you.
love

hi guys!
I know it has been a while, but i haven't benn able to get into the internet anywhere... and i don't have much time now so i'll keep it short: haven't heard anything of tickets to the show yet *cries* have been to a dance one week ago (which was great, maybe i'll get some pics in here) ahm yeah my mp3player has broken down, but i'll buy an ipod soon anyways. that's all i have to say right now!
love you all!
kisses, sophia


ps: i <3 gerard, but </3 this stupid ass lovely guy for maybe not seeing him - i know it's weird ;-b

hi! two days ago, i was at the taste of chaos show... it was unbelievable! i want to be there again, and again!!! i love everybody who was there, and i'm so sad that there are moments in your life that you can't go back to... whatever, after the show, my parents told me that i'm NOT allowed to go to the my chemical romance koncert, which broke my heart once more. I couldn't sleep very well this night, my grandmother even complained about silent crying, but now i've got the situation under control... at least i think so. I've not given up the hope that there will be a chance to see gerard live - i mena what if they NEVER EVER come to austria again, huh? I would never forgive my parents for that.
Taking back sunday were the highpoint of the taste of chaos show, they were out of this world. I love them.
love u,
sophia


i hope this works:
this was at taste of chaos,
nora, me, and jara (not sure how to write that, sorry if i did it wrong ^^) from left to right

hey guys!
how are you...?
have you ever heard of that nice, friendly, handsome little fellow named wolfgang priklopil? well, if yes, than VERY GREAT and if no, than check the internet, i'm sure you'll find some nice pics and stuff... however, when i last wrote something into my journal i was really depressed and i think you can also see that when you read it, but right now i'm feeling... much better and not looking for any people who are as depressed as i am anymore - now i want people who are feeling normal and just like emo as a genre of music.... hey, i'll maybe go to see my chemical romance LIVE!!! ohhhh that's soooo awesome! mhm why did gerard do that to his hair? this bloody little bastard! But he looks hot anyway....
love, sophia

hey, I finally also have one of those great live journals where everybody finds lots of cool friends. So let's hope that I won't be disappointed... *wink* Well, if you want you could write me a mail or so and if I manage it, I'll add you to my friends! (I yet don't really know how this works... ;-D)
ok, bye then and don't forget: Every emo kid needs a friend (and I mean real friends, not your eyeliner!)